思念是一种病

走进餐厅(AVENA),找了个位子坐下来，在安静的环境下，餐厅里的扬声器传来了一段音乐...
“当你在穿山越岭的另一边...我在孤独的路上没有尽头..."

对，没错，是张震岳所唱的《思念是一种病》。她，明天就要离开太平了，到PERLIS去深造。所以这一个晚上，我们俩就相约到这家餐厅，怀念一下以往常来这里吃着雪糕、喝着蜜瓜奶那种甜美的时刻，有说有笑的，很甜蜜。

可是现在，甜蜜的感觉还在，可惜的是，甜蜜里却添加了一丝丝的悲哀情怀。看着她甜美的笑容，心里有说不出的心酸，只有眼泪才能解释那一切的痛苦。她眼袋旁泪水的痕迹，仿佛都一一被我看见了，我是多么的心疼。

像以往那样，我们点了蜜瓜奶和巧克力冰淇淋。在吃冰淇淋的当时，我对她说：

“你很久没喂我吃了耶？”

二话不说，她盛了一汤匙的冰淇淋放进我口中。

“arm...”

“小孩子”她笑着说。

我是多么的希望她能常常喂我吃冰淇淋，可是，时间总不能永远停留在同一个时刻。离别那一刻，来得可真是快。5月12日，我们的纪念日，却不能在一起，很伤心。快两年了，我们的感情，始终没变，变的是我们更加珍惜对方了。

珺，流星划过天际虽然只有那一杀那，
可是，
它却令黑漆漆的夜空
更加亮丽，
就像我们的爱情一样，
虽然只相处了两年，
但却像十年的感情一样，
希望我可以牵着你的手，
走过更多的两年，
因为只有三个字，
就是“我爱你”...............

Separate once again...

What should i do now...i'm hesitated and anxious now...should i tell her not to go??but it is impossible..perhaps i should let off both my hands...perhaps i should let her to continue what she had decided...but,i really not willing to separate with her for such a long period again...we had been separated once before...it was during 12th of December in 2007...this is due to we had been chosen to participate National Service training...unfortunately,we had been located in different campsite...almost 3 months,it is not easy to overcome it...miss her is one of the most important things that everyday i must do...in the camp,we are not allowed to keep our phone by own...we just can get it during weekends..once i get the phone,i sms her in double quick time..we will tell each other what happened and what we had gone through during the days we are not in contact...that is the happiest moment when i was in the camp..however,there is an end of a line,we have to hand up the phone by the end of weekend...and now,she had decided to further her study in the matriculation program at Perlis..that means this is the second time we have to separate(for almost 1 year)..for me,i'm going UTAR(University Tunku Abdul Rahman) to widen my knowledge..i don't know what to write...and yet,i don't know what to say...i'm so emote..my feeling of sad is going to deepen and deepen in my heart...i felt PAIN!!!she always make me worry of her..because she sometimes is too careless and not well in managing herself...need somebody to take care of her..but i'm willing to worry..because i love her and thus,care her more than myself...this is the time that i should accept the reality again...

babe~take cares and....

I LOVE YOU~

-your guardian angel-

A Nice Movie

Recently,i had watched a movie named AH LONG PTE LTD(老师嫁老大),which is directed by Jack Neo..actually,it had been filmed quite early than the time that i used to watch...it was starring by malaysia's and singapore's actors and actresses...this movie is quite funny and interesting and thus,it worth if you sacrifice your leisure time to enjoy it...


This movie features on the 'loan shark' associations which are dramatically increases in Malaysia and Singapore...Chen Jun,a leader of Shao He Gang decided to choose one of his disciples,Li Hua(Fann Wong) to become the new leader of the gang...an excellent leadership in Li Hua causes her to bring up a whole new revolution in order to recorrect the reputation of Shao He Gang in the view of community..but,Chen Jun disagrees with her idea of revolution...


Mr.Fang(Mark Lee) was a dancer..although he was quite sissy,he is honest and willing to give a helping hand to anyone..both these characters meet under a dangerous circumtances..in facing the pressure of Li Hua's assistance,Huang Di and Bing Tou,Mr.Fang was forced to marry with her..
however,they are not really interested to each other as a pair of couple...

Another association,Qing Long Gang attempts to destroy Shao He Gang so to overwhelm in between Malaysia and Singapore...since then,a lot of troubles happened to Li Hua and Shao He Gang...












i would like to share with you the funny dialogue in this movie:



陈军:你这个烂女人，我做老大的时候，你来拍我的马屁，捧我的LP。现在我没当老大了，你就立刻去拍她的马屁。


女帮员:我只是讲句公道话而已。我没有拍你的马屁，也没有捧你的LP，你更本没有LP。



i think you might know what the LP means actually...it is guts or normally known as 'balls'..
another funny dialogue:



方老师:我跟你说，你不要再叫我臭阿瓜，有本事你叫你妈妈脱光衣服躺下来，搞不好明年你叫我
爸。




MY GOD!! it is damn funny..hope you enjoy it...

NS Life stil stirring in my mind

30th DECEMBER 2007...a date which i couldn't delete from my memory...

12th MARCH 2008...a date tat is unforgettable...

i hav gone through a difficulty that is considered quite tough in my current life...yet,it is precious...

i miss them...a batch of youngster who came from different states..a group of teenagers who shares the same experinces throughout 2 and a half months....

we eat together...slep together...play together...bath together n yet,...used 2 quarrel with each other...

however,we are friend..and stil we look like a family..

"ohara" means family...family means nobody get left behind...or forgotten..

we learn from each others...we cares for each others...

a short period within 2 and a half months,i appreciate it...i still appreciate the helps and cares from all of you..

perhaps,we could not meet each others anymore...

but,looking high up the sky,and we may find the sky which full of twinkle stars that we used to see together before in a peaceful night...

on that day we leave each othesr,we cried...hugging each others...giving a last memorable messages towards our friends..

we saw each others going up the buses..and i can't even talk at the moment...how sad it was to be...

slowly and slowly,bus by bus leaving from the campsite...

and yet...

we saw....

the footprints that we used to leave it during the days we have in the camp and even in the jungle...

but....

we...

trainers of PLKN KEM TERKOK,SG.SIPUT(U) always ROCKXXXX!!!!!

-jasper(cousin),selangor
-reuben,selangor
-pampeng,ipoh
-see seng,tanjung malim
-yew hooi,teluk intan
-boon kai,tpg
-KKY,ipoh
-kit fei(brother),slim river
-hon long,slim river
-jason,tpg
-pak long,ipoh
-kean sui,ipoh
-dave,selangor
-aun kean(brother),teluk intan
-christopher,k.kangsar
-tom,selangor
-qing qing,tpg
-xiang xiang,parit buntar
-KY,selangor
-jack,ipoh
-xiu quan,tanjung malim
-jian yu,parit buntar
-raymond,selangor
-sam,teluk intan
-jech,selangor
-kar yean,ipoh
-zhi ying,tpg
-scaik yan,teluk intan

take care~friends

friendship for3ver~