What should i do now...i'm hesitated and anxious now...should i tell her not to go??but it is impossible..perhaps i should let off both my hands...perhaps i should let her to continue what she had decided...but,i really not willing to separate with her for such a long period again...we had been separated once before...it was during 12th of December in 2007...this is due to we had been chosen to participate National Service training...unfortunately,we had been located in different campsite...almost 3 months,it is not easy to overcome it...miss her is one of the most important things that everyday i must do...in the camp,we are not allowed to keep our phone by own...we just can get it during weekends..once i get the phone,i sms her in double quick time..we will tell each other what happened and what we had gone through during the days we are not in contact...that is the happiest moment when i was in the camp..however,there is an end of a line,we have to hand up the phone by the end of weekend...and now,she had decided to further her study in the matriculation program at Perlis..that means this is the second time we have to separate(for almost 1 year)..for me,i'm going UTAR(University Tunku Abdul Rahman) to widen my knowledge..i don't know what to write...and yet,i don't know what to say...i'm so emote..my feeling of sad is going to deepen and deepen in my heart...i felt PAIN!!!she always make me worry of her..because she sometimes is too careless and not well in managing herself...need somebody to take care of her..but i'm willing to worry..because i love her and thus,care her more than myself...this is the time that i should accept the reality again...
babe~take cares and....
I LOVE YOU~
-your guardian angel-
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